Paints and colours can capture just about ..everything .

When u paint me

My flaws first paint

Cover the canvas with dark

Deep and powerful shades

To count a few

Tho there are many

The list goes on

It’s never ending

Anger , spite , envy and hatred

Trust issues and pain

Vulnerability stress and overthinking

Defeat and Disdain

Anchoring me to reality

They form a part of me

Regrets and could haves

Peace is the fee

Perceptions vary

So do these traits

Accepting and improving

Redefining your fate

But there’s another side

That you’re welcome to see

Another point of view

A better true me

Honesty , care and kindness

Simplicity and light

Sweet memories and warm weather

Little surprises and Starry nights

Smiles and laughs

Love and care

Honesty and understanding

To give and to share

Don’t judge me because I sin differently than you do

~Dieter F. Uchtdorf

Constantly judged

For society was made this way

If you could fit in

Only then can you stay

Enjoy your time here

Being the same mediocre

Save yourself from humiliation

Just go where the crowd does.

Wear a mask and hide your own self

We don’t want the real you

Maybe you’d be able to satisfy us

We don’t want what is true.

We have a whole legion

Go join the rest

Follow the rules

We know what for you is the best.

Leave opinions outside

Nobody needs them

Just accept commands

And you will be well.

To survive in a society

Is to kill yourself

If u are ready to live by it

Consider your conscience dead.

But wait a minute

Didn’t you hear ?

You can’t complain or question

Any form of expression and you will be denied,

Living a ‘socially unacceptable’ life will be your only option.

Voices are trapped

And everyone oblivious

To be in this society

You need to be honestly pretentious.

Sit back and hope

But nothing would change

Or stop and make amends

And be the change.

To a well organised mind , death is but the next great adventure. ~ Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter

For when I go

Don’t hide the pain

But remember

In your heart I’ll forever stay.

Every smile would remind you of me

And every old memory would bring me back

For if you really belong with me

I’ll always be by your side

And together we are and together we will be.

The faint chiming of bells

The birds chirping

The light glow of the sun

Against the melting snow.

Beauty it all sets

And in beauty you will find me

So don’t cry when you miss me

Remember there is always hope.

Cause you can only miss someone

Who left your soul alone

But what binds us is more than words

And it keeps me alive

I live in every little smile

In every bright star you look at

In every flower that blossoms in spring

And every heart that still holds me.

What binds us is greater than all

It’s magic and chaos and impulsive and true

Honest and soft but sometimes harshly rude.

For distance and time and space and life

Are mere tests

To see if it’s us you believe in

Or it’s them

And if there’s you and if there’s me

There’s always goin to be.

To have felt too much is to end in feeling nothing. ~Dorothy Thompson

Sympathy for the lonely,

Tears for the dead,

Admiration for the great,

And a lot more for the rest.

When did these just vanish,

For all I miss are these,

These little feelings that existed,

Now Leaving behind just an ease.

The sense of emptiness,

The sense of oblivious,

The sense of unknowing,

The sense of loss,

Completely Clouding judgement and thought.

Unnerving

Blank and pale

Undefined and inhumane.

Cause wasn’t it all,

Weren’t feelings ‘nature’ ?

Separating us from animals ?

Nothing at all yet all at once ?

Cause when it’s said to harm

When it’s done to hurt and shame

Aren’t we all then animals ?

Hunting and looking for weak and gullible to prey.

The unresponsive heart

The lost soul that exists

Desperately trying to feel anything

So it truly lives.

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton